Oh rapture
so filled with mystery
hidden under the icy waves of the ocean
why must i be drawn towards you
like a positive charge to a negative magnet
your walls hidding the unethically controlled world
where the small is not constrained or censored by the masses
where a thinker is allowed to express his feelings
where the brightest and the best stride down the halls
their golden trails of change and satisfaction following them
but in your world so very far from our own
lies the parasite
like a leech on the foot of humanity
draining rapture ever so slowly
the parasite wanders the halls questioning the questions
destroying all that doesn't not belong to them
order is destroyed by it
the parasite drains rapture and leaves it in ruins
like a carcass on the side of the road
now your halls that were once filled with dreams of advancement
now exude the stench of a barbaric place in time
horrors hiding behind the once elegantly crafted corners
the mad doctors still striving for the perfect specimen
the artist looking for the perfect note on the piano
the one who would not die by anyone else's terms but his own
the scientist who is ashamed at what they created and now wants to repent
the hulking daddies that tremble the ground that they step on
looking for the children that they onced cared for
the remnants of who were once the inhabitants
twisted faces far from the once they use to know in the mirror
and the sister who could not be pulled back up to the surface
and vows to restore the once glorious city that you were
Rapture. You will rise again.
Friday, November 13, 2009
Darkness
The Darkness
people tend to fear this faceless manifestation
even though you live with it everyday
the fear of the inky shadowy unknown frightens those
who fear that they might find themselves within its tangles
when you close your eyes
when you shift your gaze
it is all around you
watching you like a animal ready to pounce
and it is yet in this darkness that we find bliss
in the darkness we can hide our deepest and most disturbing thoughts
tucked away where no one can see them
our lives end in this
we close our eyes one final time and take in the last rays of light
untill plunging into the total abysmal night that is
The Darkness
people tend to fear this faceless manifestation
even though you live with it everyday
the fear of the inky shadowy unknown frightens those
who fear that they might find themselves within its tangles
when you close your eyes
when you shift your gaze
it is all around you
watching you like a animal ready to pounce
and it is yet in this darkness that we find bliss
in the darkness we can hide our deepest and most disturbing thoughts
tucked away where no one can see them
our lives end in this
we close our eyes one final time and take in the last rays of light
untill plunging into the total abysmal night that is
The Darkness
My Dearest
My Dearest,
As i write to you these words of love and sorrow, the pain in my heart swells remendously. For the love i feel for you is unfathomable. I still remember that cold winters night when we meet. The icy winds bitting at your face as you made your way down the street. From the cafe where i watched you, my eyes gazing as you walked in shaking off the snow from your raven colored hair. Undoing your jacket you lay it behind your chair and sit in the table across from my own. Removing your gloves revealing the porcelin white hands that layed them on the side of the table. Your glowing blue eyes encircling the place like a snake coiling around its prey. They come to rest on my own tired brown eyes and i knew that you would be mine. The days passed and we grew closer like the sun and the clouds. The seasons came and went but you seemed unfazed by them, always holding a smile on your face. Then there came a day when your eyes grew dim and cold. Your warm smile replaced by a weak straight line without emotion. You laid on our bed as i sat by you reminicing about the days long ago and as you took your final breath you whispered to me "i will always love you".
As i write to you these words of love and sorrow, the pain in my heart swells remendously. For the love i feel for you is unfathomable. I still remember that cold winters night when we meet. The icy winds bitting at your face as you made your way down the street. From the cafe where i watched you, my eyes gazing as you walked in shaking off the snow from your raven colored hair. Undoing your jacket you lay it behind your chair and sit in the table across from my own. Removing your gloves revealing the porcelin white hands that layed them on the side of the table. Your glowing blue eyes encircling the place like a snake coiling around its prey. They come to rest on my own tired brown eyes and i knew that you would be mine. The days passed and we grew closer like the sun and the clouds. The seasons came and went but you seemed unfazed by them, always holding a smile on your face. Then there came a day when your eyes grew dim and cold. Your warm smile replaced by a weak straight line without emotion. You laid on our bed as i sat by you reminicing about the days long ago and as you took your final breath you whispered to me "i will always love you".
Intervention
People say you should play the cards you're dealt. What if those cards only give you a losing hand? Thats what happened to me. I was given the cards by the gods and I rejected to play their twisted game. It all happened a few months ago when i was oblivious to the world around me....
There i sat in my cubicle surrounded by people who were nothing but drones. Slaves to their own desires. Slaves to pieces of green paper that were covered in the blood of the innocent. There i sat at my table that was littered with papers containing numbers and letters like some acient hieroglyphics waiting to be deciphered. I sat there in my gray buttoned shirt and black pants, the eerie white glow of a computer screen illuminating my face as i stared vacantly at it.
There i sat in my cubicle surrounded by people who were nothing but drones. Slaves to their own desires. Slaves to pieces of green paper that were covered in the blood of the innocent. There i sat at my table that was littered with papers containing numbers and letters like some acient hieroglyphics waiting to be deciphered. I sat there in my gray buttoned shirt and black pants, the eerie white glow of a computer screen illuminating my face as i stared vacantly at it.
Sigh~
Why do thoughts of you flood my mind like a dam bursting
Your face flashing in between every blink of my eyes
The smile you left in my heart ripping into it like knife
Your memory flooding me to the point of bursting
The only hint of your influece are the tears running down my face
You left my side when i needed you mostleft me abbandoned and alone
Left the word jammed in my throat about how much you meant to me
You left me broken when you once completed me
Your face flashing in between every blink of my eyes
The smile you left in my heart ripping into it like knife
Your memory flooding me to the point of bursting
The only hint of your influece are the tears running down my face
You left my side when i needed you mostleft me abbandoned and alone
Left the word jammed in my throat about how much you meant to me
You left me broken when you once completed me
Faceless
That faceless person your looking at
walking down the street
Could have been your best friend at a point in time
As feelings change
People never do.
walking down the street
Could have been your best friend at a point in time
As feelings change
People never do.
Monday, June 29, 2009
Humans
Humans are fucking disgusting
They fester like rats in garbage
They only take
Never return
They rape the land for their own benefit
They destroy all they touch
Their breath fuels their machines of destruction
They walk the earth as the “Dominant Species”
Dominant?
Funny.
Take away their tools of death
And they are just organ sacks ready for the slaughter
Their ethics fear change
They censor each other for their own benefit
Such weak creatures
No predatory traits at all
It's just quick fixes and instant gratification
With all their glory
And all their might
They succumb to the most pathetic things
Their minds controlled by green paper
Humans are the scum created by the creation of the universe
Filthy creatures
Such a waste
The earth deserved better
They fester like rats in garbage
They only take
Never return
They rape the land for their own benefit
They destroy all they touch
Their breath fuels their machines of destruction
They walk the earth as the “Dominant Species”
Dominant?
Funny.
Take away their tools of death
And they are just organ sacks ready for the slaughter
Their ethics fear change
They censor each other for their own benefit
Such weak creatures
No predatory traits at all
It's just quick fixes and instant gratification
With all their glory
And all their might
They succumb to the most pathetic things
Their minds controlled by green paper
Humans are the scum created by the creation of the universe
Filthy creatures
Such a waste
The earth deserved better
Line
On one side lies the ruin
The other salvation
You walk the center
Trying to stay in perspective
The wind of doubt shifts your weight
Your foot falls in ruin
The other in salvation
The line cannot help you
You choose which foot to lift first
And decide wether to jump to one side
Or continue to walk the line
The other salvation
You walk the center
Trying to stay in perspective
The wind of doubt shifts your weight
Your foot falls in ruin
The other in salvation
The line cannot help you
You choose which foot to lift first
And decide wether to jump to one side
Or continue to walk the line
Sometimes
Sometimes i pick up the phone
I dial your number
And wait for you to answer
I sit there silently
Wanting to reply
But no word is ever uttered
Your voice piercing my soul
In those brief seconds
I feel like you actually loved me
Then the phone goes dead
I put down mines
Sometimes i wonder
If you know its me on the other end
I dial your number
And wait for you to answer
I sit there silently
Wanting to reply
But no word is ever uttered
Your voice piercing my soul
In those brief seconds
I feel like you actually loved me
Then the phone goes dead
I put down mines
Sometimes i wonder
If you know its me on the other end
Wrong
The dominion of god is in the heavens
He sits atop his pedestal passing judgement
Un aware of his own folies
They claim that he is all powerful
All knowing
And never wrong
If he claims never to be wrong
Isn't he being arrogant?
Pride
A sin of man
Can he not commit it if he claims
Not to be wrong?
He sits atop his pedestal passing judgement
Un aware of his own folies
They claim that he is all powerful
All knowing
And never wrong
If he claims never to be wrong
Isn't he being arrogant?
Pride
A sin of man
Can he not commit it if he claims
Not to be wrong?
Random thought
Life contstricts you like a vine up a tree
Like a boa crushing its victim
Slowly draining you of your being
Your moral
And your existance
Like a boa crushing its victim
Slowly draining you of your being
Your moral
And your existance
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Monday, June 8, 2009
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Friday, June 5, 2009
Thinking.
As I think back
At all the tears I shed on your behalf
I can't help but hang my head in shame
You weren't worth the time
You never cared
Changed like the leaves in autumn
As did you chance during the years
I close my eyes as to shield myself
Of the ever growing pain that consumes me
When I needed you
When I wanted you
When I bled for you
You didn't care
You forgot my face
You forgot my feelings
You forgot me
I sit and think back
And I can't help but cry
At all the tears I shed on your behalf
I can't help but hang my head in shame
You weren't worth the time
You never cared
Changed like the leaves in autumn
As did you chance during the years
I close my eyes as to shield myself
Of the ever growing pain that consumes me
When I needed you
When I wanted you
When I bled for you
You didn't care
You forgot my face
You forgot my feelings
You forgot me
I sit and think back
And I can't help but cry
Another for you.
When i first met you it was all a rush
Never really felt this way
I wondered if it was just a little crush
Or something so much more
That day you took my hand and held me close
I knew that you were that one
Still i held on to my doubtful woes
Then there was that day you came
And ripped my heart right out
Sitting here I write these words
Thinking about your touch
You always said you'd be there
But I guess i wasn't much
I wish i could have guess and knew
You were gonna bring me down
But I'm still sitting at my desk
Another one for you.
Never really felt this way
I wondered if it was just a little crush
Or something so much more
That day you took my hand and held me close
I knew that you were that one
Still i held on to my doubtful woes
Then there was that day you came
And ripped my heart right out
Sitting here I write these words
Thinking about your touch
You always said you'd be there
But I guess i wasn't much
I wish i could have guess and knew
You were gonna bring me down
But I'm still sitting at my desk
Another one for you.
Opening Thoughts
Today as the sun rose I thought to myself, How long will this star shine in the heavens creating life and nourishing mankind? Will there come a morning were the sun will fail to rise and all will look up at the sky and claim "Where is my sun?" As we live and move the planet, so does the universe and its Heavenly bodies.
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